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Monday, January 05, 2004


New Year, New Blues
Time just rolls on. This year feels no different to the last and I'm back at work after 2 weeks off, with a sinking feeling that it's all too familiar and monotonous.

Felt like a petulant teenager last night, staying in my room with the lights out after a minor tiff with the folks. I should feel blessed that in general, the whole family works hard to keep a healthy relationship going, but after spending day in, day out with them for 6 days on an action-packed holiday on the Gold Coast I returned home from the relaxation and fun to an argument leaving me feeling unappreciated, criticised and stubborn. I think it's time for a breather.

Wow, I used the word "feel" so much in those 2 paragraphs. Maybe that's my problem. Lack of mental stimulation has left me resorting to feelings. There's a reason why I usually follow my head and not my heart.

And voila - now all better and rational. Lovely.



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